Alessandro Colao

Dove voglio Morire ?

Dove voglio fare casa ?

Posso stare dove voglio perche non decido ?  Non so dove stare !  Mi sembra che sto piu contento a Capaccio ?  

Che voglio fare con il resto della mia vita ?

I feel alone and would like to share my life w someone !!  Is it too late ?  

Can’t I be happy by myself ?  Function with just my spiritualita ?

Pro italia – Have built relations here w people – Established a certain Spirituality here

Con Italia – health system and doctors I am not used to

Pro USA – have the kids and grandchildren nearer – Babbo is nearby and can stay w me

Con USA – No real relations w people

What am I going to do ??

New York – Have a house and build a future – No friends ? Health reasons and doctors ! 

Italy – Do I really want to stay in Castel San Giorgio – I can stay in apt w babbo for some of the time – I can Developed some sort of network of friends  

Making a decision 

1. Identify the decision to be made or the issue to be resolved.

SHOULD I SETTLE DOWN AND MAKE MY HOME IN CAPACCIO OR IN USA

PRO CAPACCIO – I have made friedships here – Padre Domenico and the church – Romena and the people there !!!!

CON CAPACCIO – Cost to rent house  – Away from kids – No doctors

PRO USA – Can see the kids more – Can see Babbo more – Doctors and health system

CON USA – No real friendships built there –

I could establish a time to go and come back which does not cost a lot !!   

Why not live in two places ? But then stay there and don’t move around. 

If i want to be with the kids then i can spend the summers between NY and WPB maybe Stuart ?

CAN I LOVE GOD FIRST AND FORGET ABOUT THE NEED FOR ANOTHER LOVE

CAN I JUST CONCENTRATE ON MYSELF AND GETTING AND FEELING BETTER IN HEALTH AND SPIRIT